Dear You,
I have been wanting to write this for a long time but I promised myself not to until I can say that I’m over you. I guess this time, I am.
There we’re days after you left me that I can’t sleep at night, sent you text messages that I had never gotten a response, I cried my self to sleep every single night . I hated and avoided all the places that reminded me of you. Thinking about what I did wrong why you just dump me like that. Like nothing really happened between us.
You changed my life, when I was with you I felt secured more than I was ever be, I have more confidence to face everyone knowing that I have someone like you at my back. I know you got me when I fall.
I’ve given myself fully and have loved you from the bottom of my heart, and it will not change no matter where we stand in the world.
I have already started getting over you, but then here comes your text. Sweet text messages only to dump me all over again. What did I do wrong to hurt me all over again?
I’m starting over I guess.
Do you know what it means to start over? Maybe not, because if you do, you would have not done it to me or to anyone else. It’s fucking hard!
Believe me, I’ve had to say goodbye more times that I would have liked. And no matter how many times we have to do it, even when its for your greater good, it always stinks, it’s hard.
And though we will never forget what we’ve given up. We owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward.
The only thing we can’t do is always being afraid of the next goodbye because chances are they are not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing when it’s a chance to start again.
I love you bebe ko, goodbye.